Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Guys & Girls

Some people said girls and guys can never be best friends. For me, maybe it's true and maybe it's not.
You can't be best friends if you didn't draw the line in the first place. So, draw the line first.
Even if you have feelings for him, what's wrong with it? Just tell him and if he doesn't feel the same, then continue being friends. It's all about controlling your emotions.
Yes, it is awkward at first but soon, you'll be fine.
He'll probably forget it sooner than you think.
Or maybe, he'll develop some feelings for you when you and him being friends for a long time? It's not even impossible. But stop hoping.
I've so many guy friends and no right now i don't have any feelings towards any of them.
Or maybe, i used to have feelings for one of them.
Huhu who knows?

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Me, Myself and Music

Okay that's a song title by Jeff Bernat. You must listen to it. You can search it on youtube. Go on.
Anyway, just like the title, i'm going to post about myself and music.
As you know (or maybe not) i'm a sweet little girl who's enjoying my life with happiness. Lol no that's totally not me. Who's that?
I'm a rough girl, and talkative obviously. But i love being pampered sometimes.
People that knows me or follows me on twitter might know that i've a mood swing. Like every single day. But that's the fun thing about being my friend, right? No? Nevermind.
But when i'm not in the mood, i won't get you into it. Unless you're the one asking for it.
Here's a tip if i'm not in the mood. When i'm angry, i'm that type of person that'll just let it all out. I mean, i'll throw things, hit things, bang my head on the wall, scream like there's no tomorrow and if i ever do that, just let me be. You might get hurt. 5 minutes after that, if you feels like calming me down, just give me a hug and that's enough.
I can be quite affectionate with my friends. So please tell me if you don't like being touched or anything related to that. No i'm not lesbian. That's just my way of showing my love towards my friends.
I wish i was witty and cute but instead im sarcastic and annoying. Can't help that. Seriously, no kidding. Can't you see my serious face? Just say yes. 
I've some kind of fear that everyone's actually hating me, and they're just pretending that they like me or just being polite. I guess i'm just paranoid. Or maybe they really hate me. 
Cant see pretty girls without the feeling of ripping off my face. Yup, my face is not flawless. Like full of pimples. 
I don't think anyone could fall in love with me. I don't even have a good personality or behaviour. My guy friends said that i should just be a guy hahaha i think so. Can't help it but to have a rough personality since i've been surrounded by guys since small (the only daughter in my siblings)
I don't give up on someone. Yes i get mad and etc but i'll never leave you. We can stop talking for years but if you suddenly say hi to me, i won't ignore you. 
I love listening to music. Don't stop me. Music is like my lover that'll never leave me. 
I listen to all type of music genre but my favourite is R&B. Be it hiphop rnb, ballad rnb, anything that's related to rnb, i'll love it. Language? No limit. Korean? Japanese? English? Malay? Name it. I'm not those people who think that music is something that you need to understand the lyrics. Music itself is universal language. Even if you really want to know the lyrics, there's english translation everywhere. Not knowing the lyric is not an excuse for you not to enjoy the song.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Talent Show

Hi! Today's probably one of the best days this year.
For the third time i'm singing on the stage and for the first time i win.
Who would've thought i would win?
Lol it's probably because of my duet partner.
Her voice suits the song very well.
Anyway i'm happy that we won the competition.
We sang Getaran Jiwa by P.Ramlee. And guess what? We didn't use minus one.
Instead, we were being accompanied by a band. And they're so nice.
Our seniors of course. I really appreciate the way they treated us.
But the sad part is my mic didn't work very well during the performance. But it was a good memory after all.
I hope i can perform very well next time.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Inbound KyuTech

With Japanese boyfriend(s)
Yesterday's the most sad day in this year. I joined a program called UPM-KYUTECH International Inbound Mobility Programme 3.0 two weeks ago.
Basically my job is to handle their accommodation and be their friends.
I never thought that it'll be so much fun.
So much affection towards them. So sad that it's ended.
I love all of them but my favourite(s) are Naoki, Takamasa, Kenta, Yuto, Yuya and Tatsuhiko. They are all so sweet and romantic.
When i was on the phone with them yesterday after sending them off at the airport, they said that they're already missing me and yes, me too. Naoki made me want to cry when he said "i love you" like seriously it's been a long time since i've heard that and it makes me so happy until today.
After the farewell dinner, they called us and gave us presents. Guess what? I got a really pretty handbag and bracelet. Tatsu cried when i said thank you for everything.
I swear i miss them a lot. During the two weeks, i filled my schedule only with them and now that they're gone, i feel so empty.
I really wish i can go to Japan and meet them again next year. Time to save money cause they said they'll be waiting for me. And i hope that they'll never forget me.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Friday, September 25, 2015


I never thought that I'd be laying in front of the laptop, immersed in watching something called anime again. I repeat, again. I used to watch them every single day. But that was when i was a little girl.
You know, Naruto, Inuyasha, Gundam and etc. But after a few weeks being surrounded by some otaku here in UPM, i finally got myself involved in these cute things again.
I'd prefer anime rather than manga. Reason? Too lazy to read. Like seriously.
Many people will give the hate look if you like anime but they doesn't know that actually in anime, there are many things you can learn about life. Their lines are so deep it hit me so hard. Friendship? Love? Anything.
I'd prefer anime with romance genre, so here's some suggestions if you're looking for a nice romantic anime to watch.
Firstly, Kaichou Wa Maid-sama. Top of my list i must say. The main character is so perfect i just can't get over him until now. Next is Ao Haru Ride. This is second best. I even read the manga because i like the story line so much. I watched this before i watch kaichou wa maid sama so i guess i'll end up reading the manga too.
The third anime is Absolute Duo. If you're interested in both romance and action, you can watch this. Interesting, i must say. The fourth anime in my list is Amagi Brilliant Park. Such an interesting story because there's magic element in it. And so funny.
Last but not least, Sakurasou No Pet Na Kanojo. The cutest! I like the girl character. She's always clueless that it's so cute. Even me myself wants to protect her.
I guess that's it. If you have any suggestions, do mention me or dm me on twitter.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Monday, May 11, 2015

A New Start

It's been a long time. And this is awkward! Hahaha like seriously i don't know how to start this. Well i'm going to post this anyway.
How's my result? Not that good but i'm thankful though. I've done my best.
How's yours? No matter what your result is, make sure you're thankful for it.
If it's not that good, then let's try harder this year. Just don't give up. There's always a way. Always believe in yourself, and Allah.
If it's good, then keep it up. Most importantly, don't look down on others just because you're better than them.
I got an offer from UPM to further my studies in Asasi Sains Pertanian.
Alhamdulillah, that's my first choice. And my mom's choice.
Actually i got an offer from Matrikulasi Selangor too but i refused to go there lol idk why but i'm not interested in matriks at all.
Talking about sains pertanian, i was kind of excited when i looked up on the internet, and i find the activities are interesting. Maybe because i love being in nature or whatever but i'm excited for it. Can't wait!
Here comes my concern. I'm used to being alone that i'm kind of scared at the thought of living with some strangers.
I'm annoying (yes i admit it) so i'm afraid she's going to get sick of me. I hope no.
And i really hope she's talkative like me. You know how awkward it can be if i'm the one who's talking all the time. Sadlyfe i know. 
Pray for meeeeee!

Aloha, zulaikhanurputri ♥