Dream Job

People often asked us when we're younger,
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
For me, an actress. Why?
Because actor and actress can experience living as someone else. Even if it's just for a short of time, they can live all sorts of life.
Of course, my ambition now has changed.
But until now, whenever i look at those actor and actress, i can't help it but to feel envious of them.
I know it might be hard for them since to act well is not that easy. But i think that's actually the best part.
When the dramas and movies came out, and people are satisfied with your acting.
I think that would be the best feeling ever. Well at least that's what i think as a viewer.
Whenever i watch a drama and fully immersed in it, i could imagine how proud i must be when my hard work finally paid off.
Well the purpose i'm writing this is because in life, there must be a dream job for everyone. A job which you wish you can do. But like me, there are times when those dream can only be a dream as we need to face reality.
I can't act. Speaking the truth right here. So a job as an actress will always be a dream for me.
But don't think that you can't find another job that you can enjoy doing it.
Cause honey, it's all about your mind.
Sometimes there are things that we need to let go in life.
No matter what, you need to live your life. A reminder to myself too. Till the next post.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Women

Holla! Yeah i know it's been a long long long long time. Okay tu over.
Anyway, i've been told several times by different peeps to update this blog.
Too lazy and too busy though.
And i don't have any idea on what to write anyway. Sooooooooo i've decided to write about what women want.
I know this for sure. Girls or women are complicated no matter how you try to change them. That's our nature. So here in this post, i'd like to say thanks to all those guys out there who are being able to put up with us, girls.
Yesterday i watched Ps. I Love You and yes that's one of the best movie i've ever watch. Even if the ending is kind of disappointing. I watched it because my boyfriend told me to. Yup guys, i have one. After five years. Don't be too shocked.
But anyway, i know he told me to watch this movie so that i know everything that he says is for a better relationship and he probably he wanted to say that i'm similar to the girl hahahaha i can be quite stubborn like her.
I can see that but somehow i like how the guy in that movie understands his wife more than anyone else. He knows exactly what she would do everytime something happens. Gotta praise a guy like that. And i like how despite every fights they're having, they always reconcile. The end.
What women wants? Sometimes bro, women wants nothing other than your attention. That's it.
If you ever get tired of  persuading them or giving them attention, then just leave them bro.
Find a hoe who never cares about you.
Take it or leave it. That's the only way. That's it from me.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Guys & Girls

Some people said girls and guys can never be best friends. For me, maybe it's true and maybe it's not.
You can't be best friends if you didn't draw the line in the first place. So, draw the line first.
Even if you have feelings for him, what's wrong with it? Just tell him and if he doesn't feel the same, then continue being friends. It's all about controlling your emotions.
Yes, it is awkward at first but soon, you'll be fine.
He'll probably forget it sooner than you think.
Or maybe, he'll develop some feelings for you when you and him being friends for a long time? It's not even impossible. But stop hoping.
I've so many guy friends and no right now i don't have any feelings towards any of them.
Or maybe, i used to have feelings for one of them.
Huhu who knows?

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Me, Myself and Music

Okay that's a song title by Jeff Bernat. You must listen to it. You can search it on youtube. Go on.
Anyway, just like the title, i'm going to post about myself and music.
As you know (or maybe not) i'm a sweet little girl who's enjoying my life with happiness. Lol no that's totally not me. Who's that?
I'm a rough girl, and talkative obviously. But i love being pampered sometimes.
People that knows me or follows me on twitter might know that i've a mood swing. Like every single day. But that's the fun thing about being my friend, right? No? Nevermind.
But when i'm not in the mood, i won't get you into it. Unless you're the one asking for it.
Here's a tip if i'm not in the mood. When i'm angry, i'm that type of person that'll just let it all out. I mean, i'll throw things, hit things, bang my head on the wall, scream like there's no tomorrow and if i ever do that, just let me be. You might get hurt. 5 minutes after that, if you feels like calming me down, just give me a hug and that's enough.
I can be quite affectionate with my friends. So please tell me if you don't like being touched or anything related to that. No i'm not lesbian. That's just my way of showing my love towards my friends.

I wish i was witty and cute but instead im sarcastic and annoying. Can't help that. Seriously, no kidding. Can't you see my serious face? Just say yes. 

I've some kind of fear that everyone's actually hating me, and they're just pretending that they like me or just being polite. I guess i'm just paranoid. Or maybe they really hate me. 

Cant see pretty girls without the feeling of ripping off my face. Yup, my face is not flawless. Like full of pimples. 

I don't think anyone could fall in love with me. I don't even have a good personality or behaviour. My guy friends said that i should just be a guy hahaha i think so. Can't help it but to have a rough personality since i've been surrounded by guys since small (the only daughter in my siblings)

I don't give up on someone. Yes i get mad and etc but i'll never leave you. We can stop talking for years but if you suddenly say hi to me, i won't ignore you. 

I love listening to music. Don't stop me. Music is like my lover that'll never leave me. 

I listen to all type of music genre but my favourite is R&B. Be it hiphop rnb, ballad rnb, anything that's related to rnb, i'll love it. Language? No limit. Korean? Japanese? English? Malay? Name it. I'm not those people who think that music is something that you need to understand the lyrics. Music itself is universal language. Even if you really want to know the lyrics, there's english translation everywhere. Not knowing the lyric is not an excuse for you not to enjoy the song.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Talent Show

Hi! Today's probably one of the best days this year.
For the third time i'm singing on the stage and for the first time i win.
Who would've thought i would win?
Lol it's probably because of my duet partner.
Her voice suits the song very well.
Anyway i'm happy that we won the competition.
We sang Getaran Jiwa by P.Ramlee. And guess what? We didn't use minus one.
Instead, we were being accompanied by a band. And they're so nice.
Our seniors of course. I really appreciate the way they treated us.
But the sad part is my mic didn't work very well during the performance. But it was a good memory after all.
I hope i can perform very well next time.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Inbound KyuTech

With Japanese boyfriend(s)

Yesterday's the most sad day in this year. I joined a program called UPM-KYUTECH International Inbound Mobility Programme 3.0 two weeks ago.
Basically my job is to handle their accommodation and be their friends.
I never thought that it'll be so much fun.
So much affection towards them. So sad that it's ended.
I love all of them but my favourite(s) are Naoki, Takamasa, Kenta, Yuto, Yuya and Tatsuhiko. They are all so sweet and romantic.
When i was on the phone with them yesterday after sending them off at the airport, they said that they're already missing me and yes, me too. Naoki made me want to cry when he said "i love you" like seriously it's been a long time since i've heard that and it makes me so happy until today.
After the farewell dinner, they called us and gave us presents. Guess what? I got a really pretty handbag and bracelet. Tatsu cried when i said thank you for everything.
I swear i miss them a lot. During the two weeks, i filled my schedule only with them and now that they're gone, i feel so empty.
I really wish i can go to Japan and meet them again next year. Time to save money cause they said they'll be waiting for me. And i hope that they'll never forget me.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥

Anime

I never thought that I'd be laying in front of the laptop, immersed in watching something called anime again. I repeat, again. I used to watch them every single day. But that was when i was a little girl.
You know, Naruto, Inuyasha, Gundam and etc. But after a few weeks being surrounded by some otaku here in UPM, i finally got myself involved in these cute things again.
I'd prefer anime rather than manga. Reason? Too lazy to read. Like seriously.
Many people will give the hate look if you like anime but they doesn't know that actually in anime, there are many things you can learn about life. Their lines are so deep it hit me so hard. Friendship? Love? Anything.
I'd prefer anime with romance genre, so here's some suggestions if you're looking for a nice romantic anime to watch.
Firstly, Kaichou Wa Maid-sama. Top of my list i must say. The main character is so perfect i just can't get over him until now. Next is Ao Haru Ride. This is second best. I even read the manga because i like the story line so much. I watched this before i watch kaichou wa maid sama so i guess i'll end up reading the manga too.
The third anime is Absolute Duo. If you're interested in both romance and action, you can watch this. Interesting, i must say. The fourth anime in my list is Amagi Brilliant Park. Such an interesting story because there's magic element in it. And so funny.
Last but not least, Sakurasou No Pet Na Kanojo. The cutest! I like the girl character. She's always clueless that it's so cute. Even me myself wants to protect her.
I guess that's it. If you have any suggestions, do mention me or dm me on twitter.

Assalamualaikum, zulaikhanurputri ♥